What do I do with my life?

Wow. I'm sorry to read that you have to live in this intense environment. Do they know how this makes you feel? One thing I regret is never letting my parents know how much anxiety their arguing caused me. I'm 23 now and when I tell them, they sill don't own up to it. Its crazy the impact parents have on their children and many fail to handle it responsibly. My hope for you is that you can detach yourself from the fights and not become emotionally wounded by them. You are a bright young individual and I want you to stay focused and do well in school. Reach out to someone, if you can, a teacher or friend. Would you rather they get divorced? let them know what you're feeling, they should respect that in some regard. Take care.